Wazz Up?

One month has passed. I’m still in the process of accepting the change. It was never easy and it will surely take a while before I could really move on. My only consolation was that the people I’ve left were also in the process of coping, at least to my knowledge.

The past thirty-one days has been very challenging. I had to do a lot of unlearning, learning and relearning. Although I am not yet “officially” immersed to the jungle, I feel the urgent need to reload my survival instincts, perhaps even overload it. When before I was so much in control, I learned that the new assignment was far different ~ in size and in shape. I will have to plunge myself into the deep waters, and slowly afloat my way to the top. That I think will be the best strategy.

If there’s one thing though that made this life changing event so easy for me, that would have been my new teammates ~ really helpful and very accommodating angels! It’s good that they have given me a heads up as to what are the things I should be very watchful of, and the things I could just put in stride. Not that I should be complacent, but at least sort the priorities.

The question now is ~ Am I still into it? I honestly couldn’t answer. What’s within me is the drive that never ceased, but I still need the fueling. And fueling is not mine to take right now. I must not be asked as to whom; I’d rather keep my mouth shut =).