New Beginning

This would be my very first entry for 2009 and I ought to make it really special.

We’re half-way through the first month of this year. And yes, in less than a dozen weeks, another candle would be added in my cake. I would be in the last hurrah of my twenties. I can’t explain if the feeling that I have right now is restlessness or excitement, or maybe a mixture of both. Nonetheless, I am still thankful for I am still here… standing strong. 29 long years… hayyy.

My tenet for this year: live life as easy as I could and take everything one step at a time. I am now at a point where I should no longer hurry. Gone was the idealistic stage ~ maturity is now my game. I no longer whine for things I do not have. I still aspire though; yet the aspirations are more of the realistic ones. No more high hopes and selfish expectations. More than anything, now is the time for me to be thankful of the many things that has come my way. Good or bad, they all molded me to the person that I am right now.

I will always be in gratitude to my family ~ Dad, Mom and my siblings. I love the realization that in the end and come what may, we’ll stick with one another. I had been the most difficult child and brother ~ strong-willed, hard-headed and egotistical. Now as I look back to the many times that I answered back to my parents and fought with my siblings, more than being shameful, I realized they all did not deserve those acts from me. And with that, I will try my very best to make up.

I also am thankful that I have my best friends who stayed with me through the good times and the bad. Yeth has been the extension of my being. Jean has been a source of strength and motivation to go on and fight. These two girls have willingly taken my blahs and my other blahs… but they had been so tolerant. I will forever cherish them and in my heart, there can never be another bitch who can beat them!

And yes, I am thankful to the few good friends that I have ~ my beloved Ts, my office friends, the friends I met through various means and the friends I met as I simply take my everyday walks. The Ts may see me always in such a merry state, my office friends may always see me in my worst mood ~ but it was such an elation that amidst all the glees and the tantrums ~ life wouldn’t be the same without them. I love them all!

A mushy blog entry? Pardon me. This may be the effect of nearing the third decade of existense! And with that, let’s start the party!