Of working but I simply can't leave my job... I need it to sustain my needs and my lifestyle of course!
Of working the night shift as I am not able to do my activities every evening... but I know that graveyard shifts are part of my job
Of missing B--- and I hate being ignored
Of stalking B--- as again, I am just ignored
Of hearing the same reasons from A for I know these are just lame excuses
Of our 30-minute encounters for I deserve more time and attention
Of playing around so I may feel wanted and needed
Of hating other people even if they didn't do anything against me.
Of being jealous for no reasons at all
Of sending J my text messages without any replies
Of waiting for G and B to accept my Friendster invite
Of having more stress than I really deserve
Of longing...
Of wanting...
and of being there when someone needs me... but when the time comes that I'm the one in need, nobody's around!
Bullshit!!! Life is really unfair!
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