Queries

I attempted to write again after going through some complicated days. My tact has recently put me again into a compromising situation but no big deal, I am now okay. It seems like I am now used to being blue at one point and be merry on another. If it’s just mood swings I simply do not know and I care not to think about it. What matters now is I am still moving on…

I am not here to write these recent events… my avoidance to talk about it is my way of getting over it. And I thank those who respect my choice of being alone and those who gave me the isolation. It isn’t easy and it’s really mind-blowing, but that’s okay; I still have some sanity left with me. With all the things I’ve been through, the phase I am right now is just a piece of cake.

Since I can’t think of any topic to write I decided to look around my room to find anything which can trigger my thoughts and then I found this small box on top of my TV set. It was Papermelroti’s Query 2 Box which was given to me by my colleague Gerry Cuntapay as a Christmas Gift. I randomly picked five cards and decided to answer them all in this entry.

And the first question is: What TV character can you easily portray? My answer: I can’t portray anyone in particular. But certainly, I am good in changing voices I am sure I would pass as a dubber. In the office, I use this dwarf voice from time to time to lighten up the toxic mood ~ be it of my own team members or the people from the Operations group. It isn’t easy at all as it can be achy to the throat. But for the spirit of enjoyment, I am more than willing to do it hehehe!

Second question: If you were invisible, what would you like to hear people say about you? Hmmm, I would want to hear them say that they are missing me. In all honesty, I am the type of person who always wants to be connected so if people wouldn’t see me then I would want them to miss my presence. I may be hard to deal with at times but I can be the clown. I may have my mood swings but I certainly can listen. I may have my own struggles but I can offer a shoulder. Hmpf! Getting emotional again! But there, if I am invisible I just want the people to miss me and long for my presence.

Third question: Best advice you ever got? With all things I am going through recently (here I go again) then it would have to be the advice that came from Grace and Ryan – be indifferent. Ignore the people who will just make you feel bad. Care not for the people who will just hurt you in the end. And look forward to a brighter life and a better you. I know this advice makes sense but is sometimes too difficult to abide with. I am getting there though, inch by inch, step by step.

Fourth question: If you could write about the rest of your life (and it would come true), what would happen this year? Hmm, I would be able to put up my business and be pre-occupied with it. Get a pet dog or build my dream aquarium. Attend my former boss’ wedding after my birthday celebration. Go out-of-town and relax. Be a godfather to one of Club T’s first born (Attention: She and Jojo!). If possible, teach or be back to school. And lastly, love again… I am still optimistic of course!

Last question: One day, you suddenly woke up and found that you were a Hollywood celebrity, what is the first thing you will do? Aha, I don’t want to be a Hollywood Celebrity to begin with. But if I would be then I would probably throw a party to be attended by of course, the Hollywood stars and I will invite my friends along. Imagine how grateful they would be to me chancing upon the likes of Tom Cruise, Brad Pitt, Julia Roberts, etc. etc. I am sure Ryan will volunteer to be my party organizer!

There it goes… Good night!